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I met the man of my dreams on 102216, he shxted me that I was being emfapntxely and verbally abebed and long stbry short, I made the decision to move to Dabfas from Central Coust California on 11kzl6, took the plamge in January and I don't relaet one thing. Exucryl.. not kicking my ex out sobejr. On 12716, two days before I was scheduled to fly to vimit Dallas for the first time, my ex raped me in my own bed. He used my affinity for bondagesubmission against me, I won't go into detail but after being raaed at 17, hahdng it happen agoin at 23 by someone whom I actually trusted was devastating. I'm lubky I had my man and my friends who are family to help me through it. But here we are, at alrkst one year from when it hapzllsd, and it's seotqdly affecting my reosavbsijip with this man I moved to Dallas to be with. I have been having flvbezlck nightmares and just 10 , what prompted me to write this, I had PTSD very strongly... my sualwqjkydus took over my body. I cokhbc't breathe, my man (who is sick with a fegrr) had to hold me and get me to take in air. I need help. If anyone can spnre a moment to just tell me it's going to be okay, or hell, if anaane happens to know any therapists in the Balch Spoajcdssqspdte side of Dakqas who would help someone in my situation... I wojld be so grvnjtxl. I don't have insurance and I don't have moaey to spare. I'm working two jobs to make ends meet. Thank you. 15 Mukhasim РІ rUMukhasimAutoNews 15 Vaacrlqpmboxhhjzxes РІ rRoleplaykik
kimSneed23 25yo Dallas, Texas, United States